Monday, April 26, 2010

Fire and The Bull

APRIL 20th....I was born on a cusp. Some horoscopes and zodiac calendars would label me as an Aries and some would label me as a Taurus. My sign can go either way. I do feel that at times I agree more with my Taurus side.

I know my strengths and my weaknesses. I am well aware. What seems to be the problem is when those around act as if my strengths and my weaknesses are something that they should have an opinion about. My response is [I DON`T CARE]. . .not good enough for you? Well I don`t know what to say. I will never ever apologize for being me. If you don`t like it you don`t have to deal with me. Please believe my life will go on. It has no choice but to go on. Life doesn`t stop because of how someone feels or thinks.

Do I have a temper? Yes. Has it gotten better? Considerably.

But in the midst of all this, why is it that people are still unhappy with me or how I handle things? Could it be that you took it wrong or that you are just a sensitve person. I have taught myself to ignore many things and block things out, yet there are still complaints. There is nothing that I can do about how you feel about me or what I do. All I can do is apologize for how you feel. I cannot and will not apologize for me being me.

I have made adjustments where I see fit and I do believe that I am getting better. It is in my nature to be stubborn, strong-willed, and generally not care about other's feelings. Not that I don`t want to empathize with others, because at times I do with those who I care about and with those who have valid cases.

Nothing else really to say. I know who I am and who I want to be. If you don`t like (family or not) you can please exit to the left. . .#thatisall

-Signed,

Ms. Bentley

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